I am more confident. I guess I decided two days ago when I woke up with the feeling that I was sweating sesame seeds. I heard a siren in the distance and did not think it unusual for this forested street. Before that, a family member gifted me seaweed body oil but I could not imagine putting on more oil. All of it, like the past months, wrings out of my bleach-sick hair and I would pluck it all out if I was not afraid. There is pencil lead living in my left thumb (which makes me a compass, or android, or rough draft) and in the back of my left eye there is something foreign. I couldn't tell you. I imagine an oddity caused by blue light and google "blue light glasses" or "am I sick with:" autofill. Do you ever check the time and look at everything but the time? No use lying unless it is down to sleep, of course it's all rain: how the words leave our mouths and cling to another, waiting for once to be drunk back hungry.
