This month flew by for me. I think it was a pretty introspective month overall. I’ve been listening to the Talking Heads. I enjoyed a glass of red wine more than I thought I would. I’ve been sleeping so deeply. And I’ve had really fulfilling conversations lately.
It’s strange to look back on the weeks and months and realize that you’ve changed and adapted—to a new city (now home?), new people (now friends), a new room, a new desk, a new routine.
A list of things I would like: to read more, to drink more water, a dog that looks like my dog, a full tank of gas at all times (for the car and for me), lactose tolerance, more time to watch movies, more time spent with friends, gorgeous dresses, places to wear gorgeous dresses, to feel sure of myself, to wake up early every day, to write something genius whenever I compel myself to, to sing better, to focus more, to focus completely.
A list of emotions I have felt this week: pure joy, annoyance, longing, aching, pain (emotional), fear, fatigue (social), hopelessness, embarrassment, desperation, love (probably), pride, selfishness, determination.
